I'll let my fingers do the talking

I.R.regular Monday

2009-05-18T03:02:00.000-07:00

Woke up at 9:30am. I actually have Math at 8 or 9am, Monday to Friday. But yeah, totally missed this one.

So tired...Had to work on Sunday at 6am. Got back at about 2:30pm but me being me, I didn't go to bed cz I thought it was wasting time. Showered then slacked till abt 5:30-ish went to Uni Biz Skewl. And then pia assignment till I finally got home at 3am. Watched ads on tv till nearly 4; there's this FlavorWave microwave ad that's like........seriously, irritatingly addictive=.=''

But yeah, if u count, I had a nearly 6-6 day. 22 hours awake. Lol, baad repercussions man.

Headaching now, have to go cook and take a Panadol. Simply have to study 2nite :S

Anyways, Biz Skewl last nite was pretty fun. I went with Amery, haha, getting pretty close to her, nice to be able to talk, exchange, and confide in sumone who's not far away. Talking to sumone in the flesh is way more awesome than vid-calling.

We found this Case Study room; pretty empty altho there was this post-Grad lady whom I pretty much noe we were irritating cz we talked so much. Haha, had so much chips and gummies, junk food, uber junk food. After exams gotta exercise loads.

Hahah, so grateful that there were so many people studying in the Biz Skewl last nite. Makes the study mood better, like everyone's there, u're not alone, wacking away at ur assignment. It's gd motivation. Haha, darn fun to0.

I thinks I should get out and put pix of Biz Skewl up on this blog :S need to show everyone what's Biz Skewl. Hahaa, 2nd home :)

Owh, i'm going to Melb! 28th June to 9th July, booked tix already, heheh. Tell me if anyone's gonne be around when I'm there, gotta meet up.

Darn tired....

Had a really weird dream just now....I remember a big room and Colin and Mak Qing :S Weird, weird weird...so weird. And the room felt like it was a library=.='' Maybe it's a sign. Spending to0 much time in the library :S oowwh, the withdrawal symptoms I'll have after exams.

~Freddicus

P.S - Anyone watched August Rush? Try listening to This Time by Jonathan Rhys Meyers. Gd song, pretty emo. Stuck in my head,lol.

Exams in 4 weeks..

2009-05-12T06:58:00.000-07:00

Lol, okay okay :S geez people, I'm updating, have faith, lol, I realise that I restarted my blog at the most inconvenient time in the 1st Sem. Exams around the corner...sigh, my exams are on the 8th, 12th and 13th of June.

1st week of exams is on the 8th...so basically, my exams all end in the 1st week :S and I'm dreading the early finish...cz pretty much all my friends here end their exams in the 2nd week, latest is like, 19th June(tht I noe of) :S meaning I've got like plenty of time to dance around them when they're stressing, lol.

But on the underside, it just means that I'm gonne be freaking alone everyday, noone can teman me cz they're bz and all s0o...it's all very bittersweet :S

So yesterday I did this pretty reckless thing. Reckless but fun, hahah. Cz one o' my Perthian buddehs had his birthday last week and Eileen (of whom some of u guys mite remember, and no, she didn't grow much in height, LOL, hope she never reads this=.='') decided that we should celebrate. So poor old me was thinking like,'owh yeah, hey, kewl, I'm gonne get to eat cake, yeaman'

But Eileen was actually thinking drinks in Uni=.='' We have this place called the Tavern; meaning 'alcohol served here'. So0o...yeah, I guess cz I haven't drank in awhile, I decided like, yeah, why not? So, 2 hours, abt....3 glasses of 2 diff kinds of beer and uber fun drinking games (thanxx Eileen, Andy, lol, dam fun lar XD ) I was already tomato red and dizzy.

I'm so amazed tht I could even wave to Eileen and Andy and Tim (Eileen's friend) as I left. I even made it back home :S long walk...buthen managed to get home, get a shower and sleeepp....for 3 hours=.='' woke up at about 11pm with a dem splitting headache. And uber hungry. So i made food. And after that I felt super good, I have no idea why, I just think peanut butter and strawberry jam toasts are dem gd cure for hangovers, LOL.

After that, managed to pia about 2 hours of Math :) I have a Math test 2moro morning..at 9am..so wish me luck :)

Anyhue, I had this random thought 2day. Total epiphany like. Cz it was like Mother's Day on Sunday yeah, and so I called my mom and talk'd and stuff....And somehow 2day, I was thinking like, I hadn't heard my mom laugh like that in SO LONG. And recently, had a few rough spots in my daily routine, s0o....haven't had the time to catch up with my mom aand...I keep just disregarding her when she's just trying to care.

Like, she'd send me offline msgs and stuff telling me to 'eat good food, drink more water,' and she'll leave me like a long offline recipe of sum chicken or fish dish. And most of the time I'd just totally disregard it and be like,'yes, I know' Who'd eat bad food right?

So yeah....*note to self: never take mom for granted. or dad. everyone. :S*

kk, study.....and people, faith! I'LL UPDATE WHEN I UPDATE >.<

Freddicus
~low alcohol limit

Friday, night, 8th of May

2009-05-08T10:15:00.001-07:00

Okay, I'm determined to blog. Like for real now. Do everything bloggers do, talk about life, post pictures up, not update after a really long while (hm....guess I've already done that :S ) but yeah okay, let's do this :P

Cz i realise like, I've been telling people that I'm trying to live a healthier lifestyle. Wake up early every morning. Exercise regularly, cook, have fresh food. Attend my morning lectures. Do a new thing a day. Get outta my comfort zone. All to prove, mostly to myself, that I can do this stuff, it's easy, less talk, more action. To prove that I'm worth myself. But to really do that? Remind urself everyday to be 'worthy'? Old me wouldn't, new me should, right..?

Speaking of Uni, this is smth I did fer one of my units in a tutorial with AutoCAD (Automated Computer Aided Drawing):

Th' Sword o' Freddicus! LOL, it took so long to draw =.='' takes awhile to understand how to use CAD. Pardon the blurriness :)

But, lol, I've obviously been failing at this lar....I mean, why would I even tell u all that up there if it WORKED, heck if it worked... I wouldn't even return to this blog and start typing and stuff, right? right *gestures with index finger to temple, points to you, points back at temple* lol, yeah so...it hasn't been working out :S

And stuff have been tough lately...Uni's been hard, I'm not even closer to feeling like what I wanted to feel in February when Uni stated, which would be....well to feel awesome?

In February I wouldn't even have used 'awesome', total HIMYM effect, lol, suddenly everyone's like,'yehh, totallly awesome man, WAD UP' with HIMYM references to boot :S i mean like, wad up with wad up, wad up?

But it's totally catchy and everyone uses it anyways, me included :P such a hypocrite :S LOL

I need to understand myself again. I totally thought I was set and ready and confident, an island: totally exclusive, private. I've got all I need. But recently, I got down to thinking and honestly: I can't do this alone.

So0o, yeap, back to blogging =) feels like a doozy and already I feel like I'm saying to0 much :S

Transformers 2 cmin out in June :) haha, view www.transformersmovie.com for the trailer if you haven't already seen it =)

Freddicus

~thanks ko, siu beh, Thomas, lol, you may not noe it but u guys inspired this erhm....let's call this a sudden relapse :P we'll see how far it goes ;)

FIRST SEM DOWN

2008-06-22T08:23:00.000-07:00

W00ot! Kay haven't blogged in a VERY long while, okay i noe it's pitiful having to start a blog, make TWO (miserable....sad...total evidence of procrastination..=.='') posts and just leave it just like that. thanxx Sammi for reminding me to blog :P Hahah, as if i could sum my life in 2 very short posts :P but i have a reason, i really reallly needed to focus on getting g0od grades for this 1st Sem final exam man....it's crazy, if i don't score a Distiction for Math, Credits for Engineering and Physics and a PASS for Java Programming, i'm just screwed :S That's my academic bar just to get into B. Engineering....as far as i noe i've put in effort this time, more than i ever have in my whole academic life...holy heck, i really really don't noe how i'll do.....just hoping that everything will be alright=.='' Yeah, kay, wat's done is done, anyhue, HOLIDAYS R HERE, WOOT! hahahhhaah XD Uni starts up again on the 28th of July so0, that means FIVE weeks of HOLIDAYS! aaahahahah, aaahhh....sweeett :)

I m THAT happy (love this pic, hahha, daarn... XD super candid laa!

Loads of time now to just bum n play n bum and play.....and bum :P hahahah, just managed to get a Playstation Emulator (ePSXe, apparently the best FREE PS Emulator on the net, hahha, thanxx to Jeremy XD ) on my lappie so i'm gonne go crazy on RPGs till i get to MELBOURNE! w0ot! hahahah, going there fer 12 days, 28th till the 10th of July, hahahaha, meeting people frm home huu're flying there and also the people huu're there already, hahah, it'll just be like back home again :D but in MELBOURNE, yeaaah! XD ko, if u're reading this........yeamannn W0oo0t! XD So i just watched Blood Diamond just now...and man was it a gd movie..i wonder why i didn't watch it b4 this :S

The only thing that wasn't bloody was the diamond=.=''

Walao this movie....dam gripping, for those huu haven't watched this, it's about a diamond smuggler (Leonardo DiCaprio) huu sumhow turned gd and helped a journalist publish a story to sort of prevent the import of conflict diamonds frm Sierra Leone/Liberia while helping a victim of the conflict. Super much blood n bullets n killing laa...cz the setting is in Sierra Leone and there was a civil war going on cz everyone wanted diamonds :S so the locals in Sierra Leone were getting killed for the diamonds....hence Blood Diamond.

Lolx, i'm so into it....love these movies man, they actually mean smth n u learn smth n...they're just gd la...reminds me of that movie Hotel Rwanda we semi-watched in Pangkor ( mmMMmMm...Pangkor, gd timeeess...) when we were bored....also about a civil war in sumwhere Africa...more blood and bullets, death and killing....

Not sure i'd really wanna watch Blood Diamond again....it's one of those crazy sorta scary repulsive movies i'd watch only once cz...just to0 brutal =.='' lolx, to think that all of that's actually reality for sum people in sum parts of the world....walao siao=.='' i mean like sum movies like Amityville Horror u'd watch...mebbe get scared n then like...dismiss it cz it's just special effects ryte?? so like....chehh...buthen this...this is smth that has or is happening sumwhere around the world....

kkay, ramble on to0 much liao XD happy hols to everyone huu's on holz, hahah, gambatteh if u still have exams XD gonne play sum FF9 now........MELBOURNE Countdown: 6 days left, W0oT! XD

Freddicus

Freddicus - the Update

2008-04-27T08:11:00.000-07:00

Kay, in case anyone huu reads this doesn't noe, i'm in Perth now :)

Staying with my sis in a small rental hse with 2 hsemates frm Penang, hahah, n i live 15 minutes away frm Uni :)

Studying in the University of Western Australia :D

I'm in the Bachelor of Computer Science and Mathematics course at the moment

But it's nothing permanent, just so everyone noes i actually applied fer B. Engineering but just that i didn't take Specialist Maths back in M'sia when i was doing SAM so0...

I'm doing this course now :S just so i can get the Maths Unit and transfer to Engineering next Sem :)

aihh...Computer Science is such a pain...

I'm only doing one unit that's Java Programming and that itself is just plain crap laa

The lecturer can induce stupor withing 2 minutes of the beginning of her lecture =.=''

She reads off her lecture notes wich are on her lappy and projected on the screen in the LT =.='''''

Summore we're given the exact same copy of the lecture notes by the Comp. Science faculty =.='''''''''''

It's like only the 1st row of students in the LT are paying attention (cz they dem enthusiastic la=.='' )

N the 2nd row onwards would be nodding away......

SIEN =.=''''

I mean, u'd think she'd notice after awhile :S

Kayy....digress to0 much XD

Anyways, hmm, already 2 months in Perth!

And i'm doing well :) so far so gd, haven't been really homesick to an extreme

My study break just ended....going back to Uni 2moro...waah...gonne b realllly hectic...greaat=.=''

But it's all part and parcel of Uni life....stress and more stress...gotta concentrate maan...

Hahah, i'll try to update this blog as much as i can XD and put in more pictures

**NOTE TO SELF : BLOG ABOUT STUDY BREAK**

heheh XD

Gonne go off 2 bed noww, 8 am lecture 2moro :(

Mornings here are horrible cz it's dem freaking cold and i can't get up cz dem comfortable adey laaa! =.=''

Imagine waking up then have to go washroom and the floor is cold, the toilet seat is cold, the water is DEM COLD =.=''

..... Mebbe i'll just skip 2moro's morning lecture :)

.....riightt....

"Yesterday's history, Today's a present, Tomorrow's a mystery"

Sumhow....i'm just not very curious =.=''

Freddicus

Entering the Blogosphere!

2008-04-25T10:53:00.000-07:00

Hahah, i have to admit, i'm quite excited

Kinda odd but i never thought i'd actually start a blog

And now on a whim, Freddicus and You is born!

Wahahhah, despite the randomness and spontaneity, this wee blog o' mine actually took some thinking

More than a few weeks or so, mind you

Hmm...in fact i've actually said i've wanted to start a blog fer to sum people already ( you noe huu u r XD plus i've forgotten hmm....)

So after months of procrastination

And non-initiative

I've decided...well...no better time than now :P hahahah, 2 AM IN THE MORNING!

s0o,

Reason's why i'm starting a blog (not in any such order ) :

1. Cz i recently got a new cam frm my dad, ahah, wich i presume has become mine since he left it to me :P ( 10 MEGAPIX! pretty awesome if i may say so, i'll blog abt it, wahahhahah! )

2. Now that i'm in Perth, i thought i'd like to start a blog, like a new start thing abt my life in a new place :) kay not so new...not like i've JUST arrived here anyways, aihh...procrastination :S but u get the idea :)

3. CZ everyone else has started a blog, INCLUDING JOO KHIANG, wich i heard was quite amusing, hmm, must make it a point to go check it out sumtime and HAVE A GD LAUGH, MUAHAHAHAH XD

Hmm...i guess that's abt it =/ wat more reason could i need? :P

To everyone huu reads this and thought i'd never start a blog,

I guess all i can say is...

"If you can't beat 'em....join 'em"

:P

Freddicus