I.R.regular Monday

Woke up at 9:30am. I actually have Math at 8 or 9am, Monday to Friday. But yeah, totally missed this one.

So tired...Had to work on Sunday at 6am. Got back at about 2:30pm but me being me, I didn't go to bed cz I thought it was wasting time. Showered then slacked till abt 5:30-ish went to Uni Biz Skewl. And then pia assignment till I finally got home at 3am. Watched ads on tv till nearly 4; there's this FlavorWave microwave ad that's like........seriously, irritatingly addictive=.=''

But yeah, if u count, I had a nearly 6-6 day. 22 hours awake. Lol, baad repercussions man.

Headaching now, have to go cook and take a Panadol. Simply have to study 2nite :S

Anyways, Biz Skewl last nite was pretty fun. I went with Amery, haha, getting pretty close to her, nice to be able to talk, exchange, and confide in sumone who's not far away. Talking to sumone in the flesh is way more awesome than vid-calling.

We found this Case Study room; pretty empty altho there was this post-Grad lady whom I pretty much noe we were irritating cz we talked so much. Haha, had so much chips and gummies, junk food, uber junk food. After exams gotta exercise loads.

Hahah, so grateful that there were so many people studying in the Biz Skewl last nite. Makes the study mood better, like everyone's there, u're not alone, wacking away at ur assignment. It's gd motivation. Haha, darn fun to0.

I thinks I should get out and put pix of Biz Skewl up on this blog :S need to show everyone what's Biz Skewl. Hahaa, 2nd home :)

Owh, i'm going to Melb! 28th June to 9th July, booked tix already, heheh. Tell me if anyone's gonne be around when I'm there, gotta meet up.

Darn tired....

Had a really weird dream just now....I remember a big room and Colin and Mak Qing :S Weird, weird weird...so weird. And the room felt like it was a library=.='' Maybe it's a sign. Spending to0 much time in the library :S oowwh, the withdrawal symptoms I'll have after exams.

~Freddicus

P.S - Anyone watched August Rush? Try listening to This Time by Jonathan Rhys Meyers. Gd song, pretty emo. Stuck in my head,lol.

Exams in 4 weeks..

Lol, okay okay :S geez people, I'm updating, have faith, lol, I realise that I restarted my blog at the most inconvenient time in the 1st Sem. Exams around the corner...sigh, my exams are on the 8th, 12th and 13th of June.


1st week of exams is on the 8th...so basically, my exams all end in the 1st week :S and I'm dreading the early finish...cz pretty much all my friends here end their exams in the 2nd week, latest is like, 19th June(tht I noe of) :S meaning I've got like plenty of time to dance around them when they're stressing, lol.

But on the underside, it just means that I'm gonne be freaking alone everyday, noone can teman me cz they're bz and all s0o...it's all very bittersweet :S

So yesterday I did this pretty reckless thing. Reckless but fun, hahah. Cz one o' my Perthian buddehs had his birthday last week and Eileen (of whom some of u guys mite remember, and no, she didn't grow much in height, LOL, hope she never reads this=.='') decided that we should celebrate. So poor old me was thinking like,'owh yeah, hey, kewl, I'm gonne get to eat cake, yeaman'

But Eileen was actually thinking drinks in Uni=.='' We have this place called the Tavern; meaning 'alcohol served here'. So0o...yeah, I guess cz I haven't drank in awhile, I decided like, yeah, why not? So, 2 hours, abt....3 glasses of 2 diff kinds of beer and uber fun drinking games (thanxx Eileen, Andy, lol, dam fun lar XD ) I was already tomato red and dizzy.

I'm so amazed tht I could even wave to Eileen and Andy and Tim (Eileen's friend) as I left. I even made it back home :S long walk...buthen managed to get home, get a shower and sleeepp....for 3 hours=.='' woke up at about 11pm with a dem splitting headache. And uber hungry. So i made food. And after that I felt super good, I have no idea why, I just think peanut butter and strawberry jam toasts are dem gd cure for hangovers, LOL.

After that, managed to pia about 2 hours of Math :) I have a Math test 2moro morning..at 9am..so wish me luck :)

Anyhue, I had this random thought 2day. Total epiphany like. Cz it was like Mother's Day on Sunday yeah, and so I called my mom and talk'd and stuff....And somehow 2day, I was thinking like, I hadn't heard my mom laugh like that in SO LONG. And recently, had a few rough spots in my daily routine, s0o....haven't had the time to catch up with my mom aand...I keep just disregarding her when she's just trying to care.

Like, she'd send me offline msgs and stuff telling me to 'eat good food, drink more water,' and she'll leave me like a long offline recipe of sum chicken or fish dish. And most of the time I'd just totally disregard it and be like,'yes, I know' Who'd eat bad food right?


So yeah....*note to self: never take mom for granted. or dad. everyone. :S*

kk, study.....and people, faith! I'LL UPDATE WHEN I UPDATE >.<

Freddicus
~low alcohol limit

Friday, night, 8th of May

Okay, I'm determined to blog. Like for real now. Do everything bloggers do, talk about life, post pictures up, not update after a really long while (hm....guess I've already done that :S ) but yeah okay, let's do this :P

Cz i realise like, I've been telling people that I'm trying to live a healthier lifestyle. Wake up early every morning. Exercise regularly, cook, have fresh food. Attend my morning lectures. Do a new thing a day. Get outta my comfort zone. All to prove, mostly to myself, that I can do this stuff, it's easy, less talk, more action. To prove that I'm worth myself. But to really do that? Remind urself everyday to be 'worthy'? Old me wouldn't, new me should, right..?


Speaking of Uni, this is smth I did fer one of my units in a tutorial with AutoCAD (Automated Computer Aided Drawing):





Th' Sword o' Freddicus! LOL, it took so long to draw =.='' takes awhile to understand how to use CAD. Pardon the blurriness :)

But, lol, I've obviously been failing at this lar....I mean, why would I even tell u all that up there if it WORKED, heck if it worked... I wouldn't even return to this blog and start typing and stuff, right? right *gestures with index finger to temple, points to you, points back at temple* lol, yeah so...it hasn't been working out :S

And stuff have been tough lately...Uni's been hard, I'm not even closer to feeling like what I wanted to feel in February when Uni stated, which would be....well to feel awesome?

In February I wouldn't even have used 'awesome', total HIMYM effect, lol, suddenly everyone's like,'yehh, totallly awesome man, WAD UP' with HIMYM references to boot :S i mean like, wad up with wad up, wad up?


But it's totally catchy and everyone uses it anyways, me included :P such a hypocrite :S LOL

I need to understand myself again. I totally thought I was set and ready and confident, an island: totally exclusive, private. I've got all I need. But recently, I got down to thinking and honestly: I can't do this alone.

So0o, yeap, back to blogging =) feels like a doozy and already I feel like I'm saying to0 much :S

Transformers 2 cmin out in June :) haha, view www.transformersmovie.com for the trailer if you haven't already seen it =)

Freddicus

~thanks ko, siu beh, Thomas, lol, you may not noe it but u guys inspired this erhm....let's call this a sudden relapse :P we'll see how far it goes ;)