Friday, night, 8th of May

Okay, I'm determined to blog. Like for real now. Do everything bloggers do, talk about life, post pictures up, not update after a really long while (hm....guess I've already done that :S ) but yeah okay, let's do this :P

Cz i realise like, I've been telling people that I'm trying to live a healthier lifestyle. Wake up early every morning. Exercise regularly, cook, have fresh food. Attend my morning lectures. Do a new thing a day. Get outta my comfort zone. All to prove, mostly to myself, that I can do this stuff, it's easy, less talk, more action. To prove that I'm worth myself. But to really do that? Remind urself everyday to be 'worthy'? Old me wouldn't, new me should, right..?


Speaking of Uni, this is smth I did fer one of my units in a tutorial with AutoCAD (Automated Computer Aided Drawing):





Th' Sword o' Freddicus! LOL, it took so long to draw =.='' takes awhile to understand how to use CAD. Pardon the blurriness :)

But, lol, I've obviously been failing at this lar....I mean, why would I even tell u all that up there if it WORKED, heck if it worked... I wouldn't even return to this blog and start typing and stuff, right? right *gestures with index finger to temple, points to you, points back at temple* lol, yeah so...it hasn't been working out :S

And stuff have been tough lately...Uni's been hard, I'm not even closer to feeling like what I wanted to feel in February when Uni stated, which would be....well to feel awesome?

In February I wouldn't even have used 'awesome', total HIMYM effect, lol, suddenly everyone's like,'yehh, totallly awesome man, WAD UP' with HIMYM references to boot :S i mean like, wad up with wad up, wad up?


But it's totally catchy and everyone uses it anyways, me included :P such a hypocrite :S LOL

I need to understand myself again. I totally thought I was set and ready and confident, an island: totally exclusive, private. I've got all I need. But recently, I got down to thinking and honestly: I can't do this alone.

So0o, yeap, back to blogging =) feels like a doozy and already I feel like I'm saying to0 much :S

Transformers 2 cmin out in June :) haha, view www.transformersmovie.com for the trailer if you haven't already seen it =)

Freddicus

~thanks ko, siu beh, Thomas, lol, you may not noe it but u guys inspired this erhm....let's call this a sudden relapse :P we'll see how far it goes ;)